xsimplylizx

not really sure what im doing on here again since the majority of my friends dont read this or update anything (cept you rach. my friends page is like looking like your main page haha) i said that i probably wouldnt be back until life stuff started happening and its not really. i just felt like popping in and saying whats been going on.

work is good. i've been filling in on my days off since kris's associate left her. but now shes found a new one and thats super exciting. im not really excited to wake up at the asscrack of dawn tomorrow to get in there for 8 AM! but i suppose i can manage. if it means i get my "weekends" back i'll be happy to do it. my clientele is building up slowly but surely. last month i had my highest retail and most repeat clients. so that was a pretty cool feeling. and im also doing all the "techy" stuff at work too. taking some pictures for frank, setting up the Essence facebook page and all that jazz. its fun. im getting along with everyone too so thats a plus.

ryan. oh god, what can i say about ryan. well, lets see. sometimes he is the biggest pain in my ass. but lately he's really been bringing his a game. a couple days ago we went to the candy store and he bought me some candy, and then we just talked and laughed the whole night. it sounds really stupid and lame when i try to explain it here on livejournal but i dont know. it was just one of those times that made me realize, holy shit im so completely head over heels in love with this guy and i wanna spend forever with him. despite the times he drives me a little crazy. haha. this is my longest relationship and i cant remember ever feeling like this. i love our house i love our dog. i love everything about the life that we have here. i even like his folks and im pretty sure that they like me too. haha. which lets be serious with about 95% of my last relationships getting along (or at the very least not feeling intimidated by parents) was kind of an issue. :P

so what else do i do besides work and hang out at home? well not too much. we've been hanging out with friends more and we have a new roommate coming in december (shes awesome and we're total twilight freaks together. going to the midnight showing of new moon!) and the creepy weird one is moving out then so i dont have to worry about him standing over me in the middle of the night with a knife or anything. hahah.

well i cant think of anything else to write.

i hope that everyone reading this is healthy and happy and im sure i'll update around my birthday to let you know how that went.

Lizzzzz

theres just seriously no reason for me to write in here anymore.

so i guess this will be the last entry. i'm keeping this journal (and all my others) until i get bored enough to sift through the pointless entries (from the last 8 years) and save the good ones.

ms annoying mcloudsex is back.

i can maybe understand someone going back to their boyfriend after he cheats on them if he's like crazy rich with a jet and puppys and like amazing cooks and only did it once. but going back to a stoner who lives in his own filth who doesnt wear condoms with the hundreds of girls he slept with and cheated on you repeatedly?
she must have some crazy esteem issues.

yikes.

so today was a special day. ryan and i went to the mall and while i was watching a threading demonstration i completely fell on my ass since there was water all over the floor that i didnt see. oh it was awesome. :/ then ryan and i came back here, sat around for a while, ryan went out to get some stuff from home depot then we went out to stop and shop. ha! michelle was in the uscan aisle right next to us. that was special.

i got some good new shoes today too. thats always fun. and then some groceries.

i wish i had more to write. but alas, i do not. :(

lizzzzzz

so even though miss annoying voice mcloudsex is staying with at the house this weekend. it's been pretty rocking. i had a really good day on saturday client wise (my whole day was filled up although i only had three). one of my clients was a highlight color cut so it took a while. then i had an updo which came out so well and a guys haircut.

then i came back here and me and ryan started drinking. i cant get over how good those smirnoff lemonades are when i mix them with lemonade. i love it. then we went to bed. i had some crazy dreams (like always) but atleast they werent those fucking terrifying nightmares again.

lets see. what else. today we're going down to the shore to celebrate ryans sisters birthday then taco night with our friends down there. celebrating mcmanus graduation or something fun like that. ryans ex is going to be there though so im not sure how that will go over. im probably making something out of nothing and she'll be like a really nice sweet girl, but i have had horrible experiences with guys and their ex's before. not that ryans like that at all.

:sigh:

i dont know how i feel right now.

day off tomorrow. yay!

lizzzzz

so i dont know if it's because of the end of the school year, or because ryans dealing with his finals (im leaning more towards the latter because i've been out of college for a couple years and never really dealed with this before) im having more and more dreams where i am in college and its the end of the year and im realizing that i never went to any of my classes and im doomed to fail out.

its weird. i wake up going OH NO! and then i calm down and realize that im not in school, im working, i did good in hairschool. im fine.

smirnoff pour and serve lemonade is amazing.

lizzzzz

so today i was a culinary wizard.

first i made myself a ham sandwich, then made the beef stew. while that was cooking for 6 hours i made some amazing homefries (like the best evar!) then ate the stew with some awesome cornbread.

bleh. im too used to facebook updates and twitter. its hard to come up with something more than a couple sentences long. work is picking up. i think i have a client everyday this week. im super psyched about that. im going more blond on my day off too. other than that not too much has been going on. we're working on getting the pool open which should be amazing. and ryans and my two year is coming up. im so excited.

aarg


im tired.

later

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so i can breathe a big sigh of relief. i got my music back. and now its on this computer and im totally psyched.

most likely getting a new (used) iphone tomorrow. things are just looking up right now. im very happy.

my mom also said i can have her old scrap quilt fabrics which will be awesome. i need to go to like joanns fabrics or something to go through the rag pile for the rest. the only thing i need to buy like, a good selection of will be the 9 squares the inside and the backing. and the thread. im doing this whole quilt by hand. and im very excited and nervous about that. it wont be like an intricate quilt though, its going to be an applique quilt. so it wont be too intense. but im so excited!

okay. now to listen to my music and just be extremely happy for the rest of the day.

lizzzzz

new project.

so im starting a new project and since i've never really heard of anything like this (although i know it must be out there.) im going to make a memory quilt. focusing on me and ryans relationship :)

but all i have so far is a cup of coffee since we met at the paperback cafe and thats where i kinda knew that he was going to be an important part of my life.

so for right now im going back to my livejournal entries. the moments are there. i know they are. and its not like i cant think of any. but i am looking for like. defining moments. or moments that span over the course of our relationship.



i dont think that i will get bored of this project easily like the others. and i dont see it being done too quickly which is good.

im very excited for this.

excited and hopeful.

lizzzzzzzzzz

so through ryan not so gently letting me know. i have been a mega bitch when dealing with people.

(sorry danielle if i was bitchy to you when i was talking to you. that was one of the examples he brought up. i wasnt trying to be bitchy. we just really miss you.)

i dont want to try to excuse my attitude but i've been really really pissed off lately. i've been all keyed up and tightly wound (more so than usual) some of it has been stemming from work and my frustrations there. and most of it has been coming from home. not ryan. actually things with ryan are as close to perfection as they can be. i just really really hate 1-2/3 of my roommates. kyles okay when he's not panting over demi. but put the two of them together and its like they speak like a bad drug movie dialoug. such typical stoners. :sigh: now dont get me wrong. i used to smoke. and i giggled along with the worst of them through cartoons and bad pornography, but being the dirty hippy who just constantly goes "duuuuuuude, man. i mean like whooooaaaaaaa" while listening to pink floyd (or coheed or iron maiden overandoverandoverandoverandover)just seems like such a fucking waste of air.

oh well.

i guess i'll just have to live with it for now.

lizzzzzz

ps- sorry everyone for being so bitchy.

hairmadness-

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after

gosh darn i never write in here anymore.

im not sure what to make of that. i've had a livejournal ever since '01 so it would be weird to think of life without one. sure i still have my regular journal but i write in that even less. i suppose once life moments start happening to me (ie- getting engaged, getting married, having kids) i'll write in here more but the day to day has just gotten too pale to write about all the time. and since other people are slacking with surveys, i dont really do them anymore either.

well. what new things have been happening...

-i got my new computer. its huge (my other one was such a little peanut). its a widescreen and so clear. i am capable (since its new) to run streaming netflix (which i can hook up to my tv!) and it has a webcam, which im psyched about and have already taken a few photos. haha.

-the beardie is still alive. apparently it hates girls. which is grrrrrreat. so ryan gets all the love from her and i pick up her shit and feed her. (some of the time... ) the fish is still alive miraculously. we still haven't named it. im surprised it's alive. and finally roxy. what can i say about her except that she is the best dog in the world. she fell asleep with me in bed last night and i guess at some point ryan came home (i was passed out cold) so i woke up when i felt roxy moving and she fell off the bed. lol. poor baby. we need to get a lower bed so that doesn't happen.

-we got directtv. i dont really care for it that much. ryan wanted to watch the yankees. so now i have to learn new channels and the guide is weird and i dont like it. :( i miss dish.

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lizzzzzzzzzz

this is how happy my new computer makes me.

i love the feeling i get after i do a massive three hour clean on shit that is really really dirty or dusty. just did the kitchen. our microwave was dis-GUSTING. and now it looks brand new. i LOVE it.

now to kill some zombies.

peace.

so i just noticed that i haven't really written anything in here for almost half a month. but what can you say really when your life is the same day in and day out.

well heres some things that have been going on, my computer is still on its downward decent into computer hell (hence me never being online anymore), but the good news is that i bought a new one with my tax return and it should be arriving anyday now. i'm very excited for it. it has a webcam so now when ryan is away on his field trips we can video chat. :) he's leaving for the gsa (geological society of america) sometime in march, which means i get to stay here alone with the roommates. NOT looking forward to that one.

yes i still hate the roommates. demi's just an ass. through and through. he's collecting unemployment and working under the table so he can cheat the system. all he does is smoke pot and hoard our dishes in his room. and he smokes cigs in the house. something that drives me crazy because the smell of that shit makes me sick. and hes still dating that loud annoying chick. i guess she either doesnt know or doesnt care that he cheated (is cheating?) on her. but whatever.

im so sick of the snow too. we got pounded this last weekend and it was just when all the snow was beginning to finally get in the last stages of dissapearing too. :(

roxy is the same as ever. a little terror. she has been getting upset stomachs lately and we can't figure out why. we changed her diet over to this food that apparently is like the best for dogs, and boxers to digest. but she still gets up in the middle of the night crying to be let out and is sick in the backyard. poor baby.

what else? i cant think of anything really, which is good because i have to go get ready for my day.

i hope everyone is doing well and is healthy.

lizzzzzzzzzz

blaaaah.

so i think i have the flu. i get to take a remedial highlights class with kris today. and my parents are trying to tell me that i only got 100 bucks back for my tax refund. :sigh: when is life going to stop crapping on me?

so i saw ryan one day this weekend. valentines day. we got chinese.
the end.